a pedantic mother and a filial daughter. her mother, who had been accused, beaten, and tormented by her father on a daily basis, was already broken by the time the divorce was finalized. it was a circle i joined after being introduced by a friend that saved my mother instead of me, who could only cried and snuggle up to her. while i was relieved to see my mother’s face brighten every time i went to school, my family finances became more and more tight as i became more attached to the club’s activities. one day, my mother bowed her head saying that it was absolutely necessary, and i gave my virginity to a man i didn’t know in exchange for money. i can’t remember much about it because of the pain and tears, but i thought that if it would save my mother, it would only be once. a few months after that, my mother bowed her head apologetically again. “with this money, let’s be happy together this time.” my mother hugged me, clutched the money i received, and left me. while looking at the back, i was stroked all over by the old man i just met. “this is the only way, isn’t it, mother?” without looking back, my mother closed the door and left. when the girl who s her heart for her family and just endures the passage of time succumbs to the man’s relentless , she bursts into gasps and sobs. the story of a pitiful girl who is used by adults who are too trash.
